Your love is of mythical proportions. It is the kind of love that will become the subject of songs and poems and epic stories, because it is a love that is pure and brave and so full of promise. Your love will be a guiding light to many and an inspiration to a few. Yet, it will never make you happy.
There is a disparity in your love and in the way it will be remembered. You shall never find happiness yourself, in this lifetime and in this world, but you shall bring light into the lives of the people because they shall learn of the love you cannot live. You shall forever feel pain in love. It will leave you crippled and disfigured by longing and emotion and lost opportunities. You shall both despair over the love you share and cannot ever enjoy.
But it will never look this way to the people who watch you every day, to those around you who look to you for guidance, to those who know of you from the tales and the stories that give them hope. The people will find hope in your despair, peace in your struggle, and happiness in your fear. Your love, unmentioned and unconsummated, will give them strength.
And while they watch and learn from the love you cannot feel, you shall become their saviours. You shall be leaders and warriors and wise caretakers of the realm the people inhabit. You shall rule by the grace of God and the support of the people, but you shall have to face your demons alone, each on their own. You shall always live a life that is not your own, that does not belong to you, and that cannot be claimed by anyone but you. You shall be as successful in leadership as you shall be a failure in love. Duty will call to you every day and demand your love as payment.
You shall live in pain to give others health and happiness; you shall live without emotion to let others be overwhelmed by it and bask in the glory of its complexity; and you shall be unhappy to give hope and happiness to your people.
You will forever live in despair, and no one will be able to deliver you from the fate you chose when you first fell in love.